Life journey and Story-Short Reflection of Life

It’s been a week of hearing good news and the other way.
I always believe that if things are meant for you, you will have it, other ways you can wait for your turn or look for a better opportunity.

I believed that everyone have there own story, story of survival, happiness, sorrow, sucess etc.
Simply because God made each and everyone of us UNIQUE.

For all the troubles I faced, I learned not to blame and to asked God why me, for I know that He gave us challenges, for us to learn and for us to be stronger.

I’m very thankful that there are people that help me on my down times, I can’t mention them all, but my prayers for them.are always present.

I believed that Life is a everlasting journey, there are ups and down.

It will not always be a happy day, but in everyday,there are always a reason to ne happy.

Appreciate simple things.
Patience.Learn to wait.
Trust your self.
Remember your inspiration.
Trust and faith with God.
Breath.
Love.
Share.
Live Life.

WE ARE UNIQUE.
WE GOT ARE OWN STORY.

It’s OUR CHOICE, TO BE HAPPY OR TO BE SAD.

We rigth our own destiny.It’s your choice if its a happy journey or a chaos travel..

GODBLESS EVERYONE..

TATAY(father) DAY.

Its been almost 10 months since you leave us physically, its been 10 months without your laughter and great sense of humor.
Until now its hard to accept the fact that you are gone.
Tatay Thank you know before you pass away how we love you so much. I know that we let you fell that your such a great father to me and my siblings.

I saw you gave to nanay(mum) the love every woman wish for, the care that nanay always felt that she is the most important person in your life. I know that nanay misses you so much and she’s the one truly affected of your lost.
Tatay its your birthday today and us I was writing this my tears pours, simoly because I misses you so much.

When I talked to you to the last time, you always tell me ” Totoy, kumusta ka na? Ingat ka dian lagi, di kita masyadong madinig, Ingat ka ingat”, ( little son, how are you, Take care always, I cant hear you clearly, Take care, take care always)” .

Tatay I super miss you, my tears are pouring right now simply because I know that Nanay is until now sad of your lost.

Tatay Ho I wish I can dream of you, even visit me in my dreams and we just sit and talk.
It was March 2012, I saw you for the last time, Im thankful to God that I hug you before I left. how I wish I was there during your last day and give my last kiss and hug you tight but Im so sorry that I wasn’t able to do that.
I know the last time that we talked you want to have a vacation abroad and I promise that i’ll bring you and nanay here, Im so sorry that I wasn’t able to that early.

I know how you love Nanay and the only thing I can promise is I will do my best to make Nanay proud and give her the best thing in life.

I know it will not be 100% happiness for nanay but me and the whole family will give her the things you wish you can give to her.

Tatay I MISS YOU SO MUCH. How I wish I can tell you the story of the places I travelled, the people I met and my experiences in life.

Tatay I know that mostly my character and attitude is from you, and Im very happy that you gave me the gift of manners and the power to make other people smile and be Inspired.

TATAY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A HERO TO US.I KNOW IF I WILL BE A FATHER IN THE FUTURE I WANT TO BE LIKE YOU…

I LOVE YOU TATAY.I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND ALWAYS GUIDE US…

Patricio-CHANCES

IN THIS WORLD WE NEED TO TAKE CHANCES
SOMETIMES THEY’RE WORTH IT
AND SOMETIMES THEY’RE NOT.
BUT I’M TELLING YOU YOU WILL NEVER KNOW
UNTIL YOU TRY.

It’s been almost 10 years that I am making decision on my own.
There are ups and down on those, but I will never regret any single thing on the decisions I made.
For this help me become who I am today.

MAY 1,2013, I’m taking my chances and decisions again, I may not know what will be the result at the end, I WILL KEEP ON BELIEVING THAT EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGTH..

THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING.
SO HELP ME GOD..

FatBoyInsideFeelings

I was writing this pass 12midnigth and I’m wide awake.

This passed few days I’m thinking a lot of things(maybe it doesn’t shows) simply because I’m Mr.Positive, but at some points when your alone, sadness struck you.

What an I thinking?

*work
-not sure whether my permit will be approve again.
-I really want to have a new working environment.
-New atmosphere
-New surroundings
SIMPLY NEW WORKPLACE.
I’m not complaining about my work but I need to grow professionally.

Which I can see in almost 2years of working in my current job, I’m not having it.

*family
-Some small issues, but still bothers me a lot.
-Still thinking about my mum eventhough I know that God is helping her to cope up with the lost of my father.
-Mis understanding with my brother.

*myself
-confusions
-Being lost
-wanting to give myself a reward.
-Career

I’m always thankful for what God is giving me.
As I’m saying Your not a human if you don’t have a damn problem.

Thanks God that I’m handling them well.

Im still hoping for a BIGchange in my Career.

I hope things come smoothly.
PRAY.BELIEVE.DREAM.MOTIVATE.HELP.FAITH.POSITIVE.

Myself

I will be writhing this for future reference hehehe….the thougth that 2-5-20 years from now I will be looking myself..and will laugh at it.

This was taken august of 2012, my vacation from Vietnam.

At my hotel room.

After my running session.March2013

Before I cut my hair.

After thinking I finally decide to cut my hair.

So this are some of the photos I got..hehehe…yes I love taking photo..I just want to have memories of myself or people,places,things that have connection with my life.
HOPING TO HAVE A PRO-CAMERA. Hehe anyways I’m looking forward for everyday..

SKY-ENDLESS DREAM

Every time I wake-up in the morning one of the things I ussually do is to look at the sky, I love seeing Mr.Sun saying hello,with the bright wallpaper all around it.
It’s just like a positive atmosphere, the felling that each and everyday that God gave to me is a Miracle…

Im always looking forward for a great day.

*i post here some of sky photos that I personally took:)

DOWNTOWN AREA

Just outside my house

One of my favorite, Mr.Sun is about to sleep…

Super brigth:) feels really great..

The farm..my home..

I hope to take some more Sky photos:) hopefully sky of other countries….

LETS ALWAYS HOPE QND HAVE FAITH…..

DECISIONS-LOVE VS. WORK OPPURTUNITY

According to the Dictionary DECISION MEANS:

 

1. The passing of judgment on an issue under consideration.

2. The act of reaching a conclusion or making up one’s mind.

3. A conclusion or judgment reached or pronounced; a verdict.

4. Firmness of character or action; determination.

 

This past week, its been a “echo”, all over my working place, this word, simply because we got a colleague that is having a hard time deciding on decisions that she will be choosing.

 

My friend was applying for work in Canada, she eagerly completed all the requirements and documents she needed for her application, at work we are excited checking our emails each and every day just to know if we have mails or any news with our applications( I WAS APPLYING ASWELL,BUT ITS A DIFFERENT SIDE OF STORY)….

 

It was a mixed emotions everytime she got emails, excited, dreaming and thinking what will be her new life in Canada if ever she will passed and got an employer.

Then suddenly out of nowhere LOVE joins the atmosphere, my friend got a boyfriend( she never had a boyfriend for almost 5 years), at first she said that she was not sure yet with her feelings but as time passes I guess based on what I’m seeing she was totally in-love, I guess same with the guy.

 

It was last February2013 she was saying that what if she will get an employer, is she going to pursue her Canadian Dream or will stay her in Singapore to be with his Love.

 

It was weeks of exchanging SMS and chat with her, giving my opinions and advices.

Then the worse came, she got an email that she will be having an interview with an employer, she was again having a hard time to what ever RIGTH decisions she will have.

IS SHE GOING TO PURSUE HER CANADIAN DREAM JOB?

or

STAY IN SINGAPORE TO BE WITH HER LOVE?

 

it was this March2013 that I think she finally made a decision, I know it was hard for her to had that decision but ‘m always been supportive to her.

 

She finally chooses her LOVE:)

I told her that she must have it a try to pursue her Love, I said we never can tell if you and your boyfriend will really meant for each other, but you must enjoy and live your life and enjoy it.

It’s a bit hard to give advices and opinions with this kind of situation.

Just like what i told her, NOW ITS VERY HARD TO GIVE COMMENTS AND ADVICES BECAUSE NOW WE HAVE UR OWN PRIORITIES IN LIFE.

 

I’m happy for my friend, I know that until now she was thinking if she made a right decision,

BUT IN LIFE THERE WILL BE NO RIGTH or WRONG DECISION, whatever decision you make there WILL ALWAYS BE consequences, the only thing we must do IS TO HOLD ON TO OUR DECISION UNTIL WE CAN FIGTH FOR IT, but we still NEED TO OPEN OURSELVES FOR SOME BETTER OPPURTUNITY IN THE FUTURE.

 

To my friend YOUR SUCH A STRONG WOMAN, WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST ON YOUR DECISIONS, I WILL ALWAYS BE A FRIEND TO HOLD ON’:)